After being back from my Japan trip 3 weeks, the past 3 weeks was like a roller coaster, and I seriously have no idea how I even survived.
Just to summarized what happened the last 3 weeks after I came back.
- Got into a car accident, where I thought that I had some distance between me and the Coca-cola van in front of me, and while swapping a fly which was irritating me, I crashed into the van infront of me.
(I was in a state of shock back then, and I couldn’t stop crying because I was thinking of all the worst possible consequences rather thinking about myself)
- Felt very down when le bf is not by my side (this is a known one, since it was long distance, but I didn’t know it could make me feel so down), and I didn’t even know how I even managed to be alone on my own for the past xx years.
- Made silly mistakes at work, that I don’t even think I would have made them in the past.
- DM decided to go back home, citing that her mum is very sick, and both Dad and me knows that its a lie just for them to go back asap. (I only knew about it this morning! )
And so, these 3 weeks have not been smooth, and I’m really sick and tired of it.
At least, the relationship with le bf is solved, and through yesterday’s call with him, I was glad that he was willing to console me despite his busy schedule. I doubt no one can stand my nonsense because I can be nonsensical at times. He do says that I am quite willful, and hopes that I can change abit, but I guess it does take time. Can’t expect to me change with a click right?
So, CNY is coming, I hope that it will be a better year for me. 3 weeks of bad luck is already quite bad. Imagine having a year of bad luck? I think I would get even more crankier than ever.
That’s about it from my side!
Will update during the CNY period!