For the past recent week, or rather to say the past few days was a rollercoaster, and I had to deal with impending problems that came all at once. I felt really loss, wanted to find a channel to vent my frustrations, and also needed a hearing ear to hear what I was going through.
But, I guess things were not as simple, and it took sometime to settle the stuff, breaking off friendships where I think I’m better off without obnoxious people in my life.
And so I decided to do things my way because I feel that there was a bit of injustice, or maybe to say unfairness to the stuff I have dealt with recently. And of course, I rather make myself happier to show that I can still be myself, or maybe this Chinese idiom can better describe it. 问心无愧. This means a clear conscience. I think I was never wrong, and since it was something that should have been done ages ago since I have requested it nearly 2 months ago.
So, do things to make yourself happy instead of wallowing in despair due to how others think of you!