Have decided to move on, putting things behind me. It was a hard decision after all the hardwork and effort put into this job. I think it is really time for me to move to the next phase of life, speaking of which, I have no idea what I am going to do.
This is not an easy move especially when I am already that comfortable (okay, I retract my words, not that comfortable, but still can survive), and to move on to a new area can be scary at times. I have to figure out what I really want to do, and what can I do over there. To me, the culture would be way different from here, and I have to keep my mouth shut to prevent myself from getting into trouble. I’m someone who sometimes speaks out directly without considering how other feels, and I do think that this is somehow beneficial when you’re trying to put things directly and the other party can apprehend it without making any guesses. However, there are times when you’re too direct, you may hurt someone. It’s not like I have yet to hurt anyone, and I know how it feels to be in that person’s shoe.
I have another 6 months plus to go, and in the meantime, I also need to prepare my manuscripts, resumes in both English and Japanese, and some cover letters in both English and Japanese.
I must say that I have to thank my ex-Chairman, for teaching me how to write proper Japanese because studying a foreign language in your home country with little interactions with the foreigners when your social circle is that small, makes it even harder to write proper creative writing. With this skill equipped, I actually find myself much better with numerous practices. No doubt I still make mistakes, but I can say for sure that 1 year of practice does make alot of difference.
On top of that, I also need to get myself fit, because getting a job also partly relies on how you dress. I know some people would say “Aiya, no need. I have the skills”. Well, there are companies who don’t care about how you look or dress, I still think that dressing up for that interview does give you extra points in getting the job.
Okay, shall stop this short and simple post here.
I know I haven’t been updating, but I will try my best to write regularly.