I’m not even sure if I would be able to tide through this slump period. Have been in a slump for like 2 days, and yesterday was the one of my worst slump days where I can’t even muster up the energy to do what I want. I’m in a serious lack of energy. That is what I think….
I’m not so sure why I am so lethargic, and le bf said that it could be due to my cough/sore throat which has been going on for a few weeks since CNY started. Even though the cough subsidies albeit, I still tend to cough as my throat is still red and irritated. The doctor said that there was nothing with my lungs, and I felt kind of relieved, because this is the first time where I had a cough that lasted so long. Usually, my cough will subside around 2 to 4 days after medication, and even after seeing my family doctor, the medicine didn’t worked for me, and I had to try out the Chinese medication, which is kind of yucky. Who says Chinese medication is yummy?
Anyway, I though through about what I want to do, because my contract with my current company will end in about a year’s time, and le bf wants me to go over (which I feel his seriousness in this r/s), so I went to think on the few possibilities of what’s going to happen if I went over.
1) I would be working, but I’m not sure what I want to work as, and I think before I go over, I better get whatever certifications I needed, all done.
2) Go over, stay 3 months, then head to Korea, and then back to Japan again? (I need to think where to get my moolah from)
3) Instead of working right at the start, head over and start to look for part-time jobs such as an ELT? or freelance jobs?
Well, that’s what I thought of, but I can’t stand being a beach bummer or may someone who stays at home all the time to do housework. I know I will go nuts if someone asks me to stay home all the time. I rather do some freelance jobs to spend my time, and of course earn my moolah while I’m there. Le bf says he don’t mind me not working, but knowing myself, I think I’m someone who likes to work despite liking to complain this and that at work.
Back to the topic. SLUMP. Am still in a slump, and I still got a month or so before I’m meeting le bf in Japan. Need to cut down on my weight because le bf says that I looked like I’ve put on some weight, and I admit I did, even though there are alot of people saying or complimenting that I have lost some weight.
Shall end this post off here! Shall hit the gyms this Wednesday!