Another wordy post for today because I didn’t have much time to do what I really want ever since my father was discharged from the hospital.
The family or rather it was me, who decided to get a maid to settle the problems that I’m currently facing. I don’t think I am able to handle and neither do I have the confidence to do everything by myself. I guess I think too highly of myself. I was nearly on the verge of breaking down, or rather already broken down that I started to have alot of negative thoughts. Thus, I decided to get a maid to help me out so that I can focus on what I want to do.
It has been almost 10 years since the family has employed a maid, and it feels pretty weird in a sense that I get another stranger staying with me, and of course to be more extra careful with my own things because I have a tendency of misplacing my things even though it is my room. But the good side is that I can care-less about the housework at home, and of course taking care of my father at home.
On another note, I will be turning into the Big ‘3’ soon, which I am so not prepared for, because I don’t feel that I have reached yet on the mental side.
Not to say that I don’t like to turn into the Big ‘3’, but I guess it is another stage of life. I guess it was the same when I turn into 20s. It feels like every other normal day, and it didn’t had an impact to me until I was 21.
Shall stop here, and hopefully I can find more time to ‘revive’ this blog as soon as I can when my new maid comes!