I feel that my life now is pretty much like a roller coaster, and yesterday I was like at the edge, and have dropped to the lowest point to the extent that I couldn’t take it myself.
My dad was discharged on Tuesday, and to be honest, I was happy that he was able to be discharged from the hospital, but what comes after that was something that I was not prepared for, and it sort of turned my life upside down, and I was super irritated by almost everything for the whole of yesterday. Though I didn’t show my temper nor my tantrum in the day, a certain driver who was driving along KJE towards BKE exit (towards) Mandai, actually cut my lane, and I was so furious to the extent where I kept horning at him, and hurling vulgarities at him inside my car (yes, he can’t hear me, but definitely saw my middle finger pointing at him). My dad tried to cool me down but I guess I was too angry and irritated that I told my dad that it was that driver’s fault and all the other drivers who are doing the same thing.
Anyway, today is much better, but I’m still tired because I have to wake up super early to send my dad down to my grandmother’s place, and then back to work (which is pretty far because I take a detour to avoid that crazy roundabout at Tuas Exit), which takes up about nearly to an hour. Anyway, I guess I need more time to adjust to this change.